He made me wait. I wanted to give it to him the first month after I started on the pill, and he still made me wait until I was certain and it was righ... for both of us.”Janet stopped pacing and blinked. “What does Jordan’s scholarship have to do with anything?”Jeryl laughed. It was not her typical, pretty laugh but more of a snort of derision. “Where do you think that scholarship came from? Where do you think Jyl’s came from? The same place as the Fieldcrest pool. Paul paid for it.”Janet looked. At the next stop 3 married women got in. They were all middle aged and in sarees, must have been between 30-35 I guess. Since there was nothing too interesting in the group I let my mind drift to other things. After a few minutes I felt something on my right hand. I had been using it to hold on to a strap (those hanging things we use to hold on in buses or trains). This was unusual because the train was still pretty much empty. So I looked up and saw that one of the women had put her hand. Josh managed to pull his pants back up and retreated to his room, where he could wallow in his frustration and embarrassment. He laid on his bed for a few minutes fuming at his carelessness and how his mother must be grossed out by him. He figured she was right, a cold shower was probably the right thing to do, not a nosedive into her dirty underwear.He was too lazy, too defeated to get up and actually take the shower. He just sat there, his aching wrists encased in plaster and his shaft still. Which was true in away but after almost ten years together he left.. i was very depressed ,, to which steve noticed and said come on your a good looking fella ya soon find someone else , some how he always knew what to say to me just at the right time to cheer me up.. At the time he was going out with a girl but a week after me becomeing single so did he ?? .. then one night he txt me asking me to call by straight away it was about 930 ish in the evening, so i rang him cause i didn"t wont to go.